The Sexy Shepards

Pregnancy 101

2010-12-16T15:07:00.000-08:00

Pardon my hiatus... I've been feeling a little under the weather... Not so much so, however, that I wasn't able to contemplate how each of my pregnancies has been very different. This one the most so. I thought I would, just for giggles, document a few of the similarities... For posterity and such...

I know I am pregnant when....

I cry. At movie previews. During commercials involving kittens, puppies, babies, fudge... Anything, really. At how cute my girls are. At how dirty my floor is. I'm a sap. Its annoying...

My face looks like a 13 year old boy in a bout of hormonal development. It is not pretty.

I forget EVERYTHING. My children's names. What day it is. My pants.

No lie.

My house is a disaster. And I don't care. Anyone who knows me knows how big of a deal this is.

Fast food and I are B.F.F.'s. I feel to yucky to cook, and nothing at the house sounds nearly as good as a hamburger. Sorry family!!

I want to vomit. All day.

And despite all of this, the thing I mostly feel is ELATED! All the time. I cannot believe I have been blessed enough to conceive and create another miracle with my hubby. I cannot wait to meet him/her. I cannot wait to hold them and welcome them to our family. I feel blessed. I'll take to mood swings, the acne, the dirty floors and the weird looks as I walk outside in my undies any day for this and all of my babies.

And that my friends, is how I know I'm pregnant...

Now I need help naming this baby!! Any suggestions?!?

My silly 4 year old...

2010-09-13T11:49:00.001-07:00

I have been wanting to document the things that Bailey says for quite some time now... It wasn't until recently I was able to do it. In honor of my Bai and her 4th birthday, here it is...Enjoy friends. My kid is a hoot!!

Andi comes to our house regularly to visit and play with the girls. Her car was hit a few weeks ago in front of our house. After assessing the damage, Bailey had 100 questions. Andi explained that someone had hit her car and then driven away. Bailey gasped, looked and Andi and said "That is not ok. He should've said excuse me!!"

Bailey: MORGAN!!

Morgan: Wut?

Bailey: I love you!!

Morgan: I wuv you too!

I was rocking out to Jojo in the car a few weeks back... As I was singing, I busted out a really high note. I was pleased with myself, until I looked in the back and saw Bailey covering her ears. She then told me to STOP singing because it hurt her ears! Awesome...

My parents have been the (not so) proud owners of a black cat named "kitten" for many years. He has never been a friendly animal, and to make matters worse, he was attacked by dogs when I was in high school... This attack added psychosis to his already long list of ailments... All this being said-- this is a conversation I had with Bailey about "kitten."

Bai: Mom, Raiden's tail is short.

Me: Yes it is Bai.

Bai: Kitten's tail is longer.

Me: That's right Bai.

Bai: (thoughtful pause) Maybe that's why Kitten is so fussy.

The other day while cleaning the house Bailey told me I was the best mom in the sea! A few days later she told me I was her best friend in the sea.

While riding her bicycle, Bailey's foot slipped off the pedal and she sliced her little toe. She bled quite a bit and got a little nervous about the amount of blood she was losing. Bailey talks a lot when processing emotions and situations, so she began a dialogue about what would and would not make her "blood" go away. We discussed band-aids, tissues, baths, cotton balls, towels and even the blood clotting process. After a few minutes, Bailey looked at me and said "Mommy, do you know what will make my blood go away? Candy!!" Smart kid....

Bailey: Mom! You look stenny!

Me: Thank you. You look stunning too.

Bailey: Uhh mom... it's stenny....

Bai is IN LOVE with trains. We just had her 4th birthday party and it was a Thomas themed event. (No, I do not have pictures of it... *sob*) Anyhoo- we live near a train track, and almost every time we pass it, a train is there. Bailey loves talking about each one and even wants to know what each trains name is. On her birthday, Bailey saw three trains. One I named Pacer, the other Casey, and the third Beanie. A few minutes later, we arrived at Brock's office so we could go get lunch together. Bailey was so excited about the trains, she couldn't wait to tell her daddy all about them... and the names we had chosen... Beanie, Casey and Pisser....

I love my little girl more then anything. Bailey, you are a delight and you keep me on my toes. I hope you had an awesome 4th birthday and know how much we love you!!

I know where she gets it....

2010-08-10T08:35:00.000-07:00

When I was a little girl, there were 4 things I DID NOT leave my house without.

1- My pinafore dress. 2- Frilly and I mean FRILLY socks. 3- Patent leather shoes. 4- My AWESOME Las Vegas Belt.

I am sure I drove my mama batty with my unwillingness to deter from said ensemble... I had my style preferences then. They were ingrained. They were particular. They were embedded in my DNA. And this, my friends, is what happens when style is genetically transferred from mother to daughter....

Oh yeah... Be jealous...

Mo has her own "Las Vegas" belt. She wears it everywhere. Yes, even in the shower...

I love seeing a little piece of me wandering happily and confidently around the world. It makes me happy. It makes me proud. It makes me the luckiest mama in the world.

Summer Time

2010-07-22T11:55:00.001-07:00

I have fallen way behind this summer. There has been so much going on, I haven't had time to update. Here is a little insight into the last few weeks... I'll update more later...

So far our summer has consisted of...

Morgan falling asleep at 12:45. Church starts at 1. Nice...

At least Bai and daddy have been able to go!

Had a graduation party for Brock. Bai and Logan had a slumber party the night before. Too cute!!
Had family over for BBQ's. Two of my favorite men.

Got a new kiddie pool. The girls are in love with it. We swim in it all the time.

Morgan has spent a lot of time experimenting and discovering. Here, oven mitts are used as footwear...

We have had a busy and adventurous summer so far. I think being too busy is a great reason for nonexistent updates. Wouldn't have it any other way! Until then... happy summer everyone!!

Gotta Tri

2010-07-05T08:29:00.001-07:00

My mom and I did the Memorial Herman Triathlon last weekend. It was a lot of fun and something I would definitely do again. I underestimated the bike ride... and the need to eat... but other then that, it was a blast!! Crossing the finish line. 300 meter swim, 10 mile bike and 3 mile run.

Taking a breather before the run. Love how the camera adds 10 (thousand) pounds...

It was exausting, but worth it. There is another one in October... Anyone care to join me?!?

Brocks Graduation Trip!

2010-06-21T11:22:00.000-07:00

It feels good to say we are done!! Brock got his Masters of Civil Engineering on June 11th! He graduated from Norwich University in Vermont, so we decided to go watch him walk and then visit the surrounding states. We stayed 2 nights in Vermont, 2 in Boothbay, Maine and one in Boston. It was an amazing trip! Congrats again to my babe!! So proud of you Brock!! Mom and Dad and the graduate.

Shepards.

Yea!! So excited to be done!!

My camera is JUNK, so this is the only shot that (kind of) shows him walking. And no, its not even across the stage... Ugh...

Before the graduates came in.

This is what we looked at the entire vacation. Gorgeous area!! This is in Vermont.

Bailey and Grandma on a neat bridge we passed.

Loved the sign on it!

Awesome bridge.

Mo and Grandpa walking around campus.

I promise we had a good time. I didn't get ANY good pictures...

Daddy and Mo.

Before the girls and I headed up, Brock went up to Vermont for a week. While he was gone, the girls and I got into a lot of trouble. This is Morgan with her spectacles.

We got to watch baby Evan! Love this little man!!

Ate out a lot while daddy was gone... Whataburger was our favorite!

These are just a few of the pictures. I will post more when I get a second. I am exhausted from the trip!! We had a great time and are SO glad to be done with school! Well, at least until I start my classes... :)

Mommy & Daughter Date!!

2010-05-23T07:57:00.000-07:00

Bailey is one of my favorite people in the world. She is hilarious, kind and brilliant. Morgan has been sick lately (and is still a little young to enjoy mommy/daughter dates) so Bailey and I went to see Shrek 4. I love being able to spend one on one time with her. I am amazed by how much she knows and how willing she is to share her stories and time with me. Thank you for an awesome day Bai!! I love you!!! Before we left.

All the candy we snuck in. Saved me a bundle!!! :)

Right before it started. She loves popcorn!! Just like her grandma!!

Can't wait until Morgan can join us!! I love mommy& daughter dates!!!

10 Year Reunion

2010-05-18T09:29:00.001-07:00

It's official. I'm old. I went to my 10 year High School reunion. It was fun. And weird... LOVED visiting with friends I hadn't been able to see in years!! Me, Rachael, Kristen, Jill and Melissa.

Me and my sexy hubby.

While the evening was fun, and positive, and I really enjoyed seeing old friends... I am left feeling mostly... OLD!! I need a nap... :)

Lone Star 5k

2010-05-13T10:12:00.000-07:00

So my best friend (since 3rd grade )Kristen decided she wanted to start running. Since I was a newly independent runner, I jumped at the chance to have a running buddy again! She had never run before, but took to it and was, quite frankly, amazing at it. Our first 5k together was the UT Lone Star Stampede. It was a ton of fun and she rocked!! We did it in 33 minutes! Super proud of us!!

She is on the left. (#51) I say this because the next picture is PRICELESS!! Her super cute hubby was our cameraman. We wanted to document not only our success, but our attendance...

This is the money shot!! Kristen, I am so glad I got and still get to run with you! I'm glad you are still in my life! You on for a run Monday?!?! :)

Life with my girls...

2010-04-29T09:45:00.000-07:00

My girls are growing up. Too quickly, for my taste... Wanted to document some of our recent activities... Morgan loves her big sister and wants to do EVERYTHING she does. She can't reach the pedals, but she has to ride bicycles with her sister.

Bailey on her bicycle.

Mo eating some pizza.

Sporting daddy's hat.

This is the bag that contained all the hair styling equipment we got Mo for Easter. She now uses the bag as a hat... Or a purse... But mostly a hat.

She loves that thing... And yes, that is a fox bum in the corner of the picture....

Walked in to see Bailey gently holding her little sister. So cute!!

Apparently it got old quickly. I came back into the room to find this...

As stated previously, Morgan likes to do everything Bailey does... So Morgan loves to color. Unfortunately, she likes to color her legs... Nice.

Morgan's new game. Peek -a -boo with the shower curtain...

There she is!!

Life with my girls is busy, hectic and amazing. Wouldn't change a thing... Well, I would like a little more sleep...

Taking Appointments....

2010-04-09T12:42:00.000-07:00

Not to take away from my super awesome Easter post... but this video was too cute to leave out. Morgan is currently taking clients. Perm anyone?!?! Happy Easter!

Easter 'Egg'stravaganza!

2010-04-09T12:08:00.000-07:00

I know, I know... The pictures are backwards.... Ugh...

Easter was amazing this year. Our first Easter celebration was on Saturday with Brock's parents. We ate pizza, got loads of goodies, hunted for and then decorated eggs. It was a lot of fun and the girls really enjoyed spending time with their grandparents and cousins. We spent Sunday at my parents house with the whole gang. We watched Conference, ate good food, and hunted for eggs and Easter baskets. Spending time with family has always meant a lot to me. It was great being able to see our families and celebrate Easter. Brock and I were able to go to the temple with Nathan on Friday. The entire weekend enabled me to reflect on what is really important. I am grateful for our Savior and the atonement. I am grateful to be a member of the church. I know that the Savior lives and loves us. I love Conference and am so glad I got to hear from and be inspired by our Prophet. It was a great weekend. Here are a few pics... Morgan loves to play with my make-up, blow dryer, brushes etc... We got her a set of her own. She is in heaven... And so am I!

Bailey with her train set. She is totally into Thomas right now...

Kiddos after the egg hunt. Love this picture!

Morgan hunting eggs at Grandma's house.

She was really into it... and actually really good...

Bailey.

Good times.

Morgan at Grandma Shepard's house.

The boys.

All the Easter goodies.

They were excited. Can ya tell?

Mo.

I am admittedly not the best photographer. I got some super awesome butt shots, though...

Cute girl.

Before the egg hunt.

We had an awesome weekend. Going to the temple was a peaceful, much needed break from the loud, crazy world, Conference was amazing, and spending time with our families was perfect. Happy Easter everyone!!

The zoo and other happenings...

2010-03-25T09:42:00.000-07:00

A few weeks ago, Marcus and Blake came over. We all know I have a pension for photography as well as some pretty impressive skills- so I thought I would share some of the amazing photos I took while they were there. You're welcome.

He He. Sorry, Marcus...

Nice, right? If anyone needs a photographer for their next family picture, let me know. My schedule is pretty open...

Now on to the zoo trip... It was Morgan's first time! Brock was able to get off of work, so the entire Scovill, Ostler, Shepard crew headed out together. It was a beautiful day and we had an awesome time. Here, Morgan bypassed the live animals to admire the tree stump...

Daddy and Mo. Two of my greatest gifts in life.

My Bai and Nate. Cannot express how much I love these two.

Bailey LOVES trains. Can you tell? I told her we were going to ride the train at the zoo and that was all she talked about the rest of the morning.

Morgan wasn't super impressed with the live animals. She preferred the stuffed ones. Shout out to Logan for letting her love on his beloved Willy. You rock, Logan!!

Love this one!!

Diva.

This picture sums up the relationship between Logan and Bailey. They walked like this almost the entire day. We had an amazing day at the zoo. Spending time with my family has always been one of my favorite things.

For your entertainment....

2010-03-19T07:15:00.000-07:00

Bailey loves Spongebob. She also loves to dance. Here, the two worlds collide in perfect harmony.

Bailey also loves to sing. This beauty is titled: "The Christmas Tree says Ruff Ruff." Don't be concerned if you don't understand anything beyond that... The song is a mixture of jibberish and fragmented sentences. Life is good around here! Love my silly little girl!

It's Official...

2010-02-24T06:43:00.000-08:00

So I was doing my 3rd load of laundry the other morning (one of my most dreaded tasks) and while sorting and folding and wishing I was in Hawaii- I found a sock that had been missing its pair for a few days. When I went into Bailey's room to reunite the two- I felt like a detective solving his most elusive case. I was actually giddy that I had been able to locate a sock! And reunite it!! I almost called my husband...

It was in that moment I realized- I am a mom.... (And I have been a mom for over 3 years...) In the small amount of time I have been raising my kids and making a home, I have recognized some special traits, characteristics, and qualities that set moms apart from other professions. And I came to the realization sorting socks...

I think these confessions might qualify me as someone who has a lot of time on her hands... Or maybe just someone who needs to have more adult conversations... In any case, I became acutely aware of all the ways a mom stands out from the crowd. I hope all you other moms out there appreciate this. And yes, I do need to get out more...

You know you're a mom when....

You have discussions about bodily secretions daily and without disdain. You talk to your spouse, friends, doctors and strangers. You can discuss it at dinner. You can discuss it at church. You worry about consistency, smell, texture, size, color, lack of, overabundance of... It is thought about even if it isn't discussed. And its all normal, cause you're a mom.
You will walk into a room and see clothes littering the floor. You will know that all of these clothes cannot possibly be dirty. To sort out the clean from the dirty- you will simply stick them up your nose. This is not safe to do when smelling your husbands gym shorts- or underwear... but we all do it still. Why? Cause we're moms and it is the most direct approach to verifying cleanliness. We've got tons of things to do... Time is precious.
When you walk into a store or home or mall and can visibly see that a person is sick- you steer you and your family as far away from that person as humanly possible. No one wants to get sick. No one wants to touch or be near the sicko. When you're a mom and your kid gets sick- you can't stay away from them. You are constantly checking them, kissing on them and cuddling them. You don't care if you catch what they have... they're your baby. They always will be.
Little things make you so proud it hurts. When I worked- a raise, a comment from a peer, or a happy patient made me feel good about who I was. It made me feel valued. When I was at school, I loved making A's, being on the dean's list, having a paper read aloud to the class. Now, I couldn't be more proud of my little girls. I swell with pride when Bailey says a prayer, puts on her shoes by herself or gives her sister a kiss without solicitation. My girls make me feel like I am successful.
I wear yoga pants almost everyday. No, I do not do yoga. I wear them because they are comfortable. I also wear t-shirts and hoodies. Everyday. If I am dressing up- I wear jeans. Sorry babe...
Make-up is not a necessity . Zit cream, however, is.
When moms get birthday money, Christmas money, lottery winnings, we excitedly go out and get a new outfit, or get our hair done, or find something special just for us. Sometimes, we are successful at truly spending some time on us, and getting something we really love. Other times, and more often then not, we will spend every cent on our kids... and feel just as happy about it.
I have not slept through the night in over three years. I don't think I will ever sleep peacefully again....
I have weekly play dates. My husband always comes home and asks me if I had "fun." While I LOVE being able to have my friends over, and while we are sometimes able to have some form of adult conversation, I usually spend the entire play date running after my child... or cleaning up a mess they made, or making sure they don't sit on the other children... It is in those moments I wonder when my social life started to revolve around my child?!?
When a child, and not even necessarily my own child, spits something out of his/her mouth- I instinctively stick my hand out to catch it. Who does that?
I use saliva to clean my child's face.

These are only a few of the ways I have seen my life evolve into motherhood. I am so grateful to be a mom. I love the way my life has transformed and developed. I love my girls. I love my husband. While I only catch glimpses of the woman I used to be- I wouldn't change a second of the transformation. The woman I am now is more refined, more aware, a little more selfless. Thank you mom for raising me right. I wouldn't be a good mama without your guidance. And thanks to all you moms out there that inspire me and help get me through the rough spots. Motherhood is tough, but SO worth it!

Morgan's birthday and other news...

2010-02-01T10:59:00.001-08:00

I am not arrogant enough to think that what I am about to share is more important then my daughter's first birthday... I just uploaded the pictures backwards... again. Brock and I ran the Houston half-marathon on January 17th. My mom and dad ran with us and coached us through, while Paul and Veronique smoked us!! It was a fun race and we finished strong. I am running another half in March and Brock and I will be running a 10k in a few weeks. The only picture we got was of Bai with our medal. Trust me... this is MUCH better then any shots of Brock and I.
Morgan in her new jacket.

I love her face in this one!!

She liked opening gifts.

Super spoiled!

She loved the cupcake!!

Yum...

Super weird seeing the pictures in reverse order.... This was obviously taken before she knew she loved cupcakes...

Happy first birthday Mo!!!

Thanks to everyone for helping us celebrate our little girl! I will keep everyone updated on our runs!!

5 Years!

2010-01-22T09:49:00.000-08:00

I've had 5 of the best years of my life with you. Can't wait to see what the next 55 bring... Love you babe! Happy Anniversary! (yesterday...)

Happy Birthday Morgan!!

2010-01-07T10:28:00.001-08:00

This picture sums up my child... Bright, BUSY, beautiful, fun and exhausting!! Morgan you are an absolute delight! You are SO smart! You already say so many words... Hi, Mama, Bai, Spongebob, kitty, cheese.... You LOVE to sing songs and help Bailey and mommy sing Old Mac Donald (e-i-e-i-o) and the theme song for Spongebob. You are constantly on the go.... If you aren't sleeping- you're moving! You always have a smile on your face. You love your big sister and are a mama's girl... You love to wrestle with your daddy and are tough! (You have already survived 4 busted lips and a black eye... ) You make me the happiest and luckiest mama in the world.

I cannot imagine my life without you! I love you Morgan Jean!

Happy Birthday baby!

But she's a GIRL!!

2010-01-02T06:47:00.001-08:00

Call me naive, but I really thought boys were the only ones who were daredevils... risk takers... chance survivors of death defying stunts... I mean, I used to like mud, but I never saw the fun in diving off couches, flipping off trampolines, or running full speed into walls with bicycles...

So, how is it that my little girls appreciate these weird things... Don't get me wrong- I love wrestling on the floor and running around the house-- but this.... This is too much.... Morgan's first (and definitely not last) BLACK EYE!!!

She is not even 1 yet... Oh, and she has split her lip open 4 times....

Even with her eye half swollen shut, she thought she was pretty tough...

She gave me a pretty good scare...

Brock and I have been talking about the possibility of having another baby. I have always wanted to give him a son... Although Morgan terrifies me to my core, she is also, in a weird and sadistic way, helping me prepare for one... I guess this all sounds too negative... Please don't get me wrong, I would love to have a little boy... I just don't know what I'd do with him...

Merry Christmas!!

2009-12-28T10:46:00.001-08:00

This Christmas, much like every other, was amazing! Brock and I were spoiled, Bailey and Morgan were spoiled, we got to see and spend time with our loved ones, we gave and received gifts and spent time reflecting on our year, our blessings and our Savior. I could not be more grateful for where I am in my life and who I am spending it with. My husband, my girls and my family are incredible and I am blessed to have them. It was fun to see the girls open presents, but even more amazing to hear my little girl tell me the real meaning of Christmas. It was an incredible week. Here are a few pics of what we did! Shepard Family 2009.

Bailey and Morgan Christmas morning.

Morgan enjoying her toys.

Mo's presents.

The Bai.

The loot before the girls woke up.

Morgan on Christmas Eve. (Thank you, Randi for getting this shot!!)

Mom and Dad with the grandkids. This photo shows why we love Gina Adams SO much and are forever indebted to her genius.

Mom, Dad and Nate.

Word.

The Ostler clan.

Awesome Grandparents.

Every year, mom and dad get the kids and grandkids pj's to wear Christmas Eve. My mom is super clever and always gets us the cutest pajamas! This year, she got everyone pants that said "naughty" all over them. Randi, Mom and I got Paul Frank shirts with an angel monkey on front and a devil monkey on the back. The boys got shirts that said "Looking for a naughty monkey." How fun is that?!?!

Nate got a shirt that said "Nice." He is about to go on his mission...

Thanks mom for the cutest pj's ever!!

Kids playing in their Paul Frank jammies Christmas Eve.

Grandkids.... minus Mo.

While the adults were busy preparing dinner, the kiddos relaxed and ate rolls on our bed. They are fast friends.

Brock's parents went to New York for Christmas, so we got to celebrate with them earlier in the week. It was Bai's first taste of Christmas this year and she LOVED it! She got a book called "Tickle Monster." We read it every night before bed, now. These are the mitts you where when you are the tickle monster.

I got A LOT of awesome gifts! Thank you Grandma and Grandpa Slade!! :)

Morgan liked the candy best.....

Bai opening her book.

Grandma Shepard and Morgan.

Grandpa and Mo. Love this one!

Some of the gifts from Grandma and Grandpa Shepard.

Bailey and Grandma were wearing the same shirt! It said:

"Dear Santa,

Let me explain..."

Had to get a picture of that!!

We had an amazing Christmas! I am so grateful for my family! Thank you to our moms, dads, and siblings for spending time with us and loving us even when its not a holiday! I hope everyone had a good Christmas!!

Merry Christmas everyone!!

My Girls...

2009-12-15T10:33:00.000-08:00

These are my girls. They are smart, funny, delightful creatures that keep me on my toes and light up my days... Sisters.

This is how she sleeps... Seriously... In her car seat, in the swing, in her bed....

Smile/Grimace.

Brock and I were too lazy to fill up the tub. I think we were lucky she still fit in there!!

Loving it.

Bai fell asleep with her two loves... Woody and Buzz.

Bai has been into dressing herself again... Well, it never stopped actually... Here are a few of my favorite assembles...

Tinkerbell boots. A must have!

Cool chick.

I love these girls. They make me laugh.

Happy Birthday to my Hubby!!!

2009-12-06T14:00:00.000-08:00

To the man who has brought my girls and I immeasurable joy... Thank you for the laughs, guidance, hugs, kisses, blessings, and love... We are so lucky to have you and are grateful that we get to spend today and everyday with you!! Happy Birthday Brock!! We love you very, very much!!!

We love you!!! Happy Birthday!!!

Snow Day!!!

2009-12-04T11:59:00.000-08:00

As I am sure everyone knows by now... it is snowing in Houston! We were ridiculously excited, as was everyone else, so we bundled up and went outside to play! I cannot believe how much stuck to the ground and how beautiful it was. I love snowy days... Our house with little Miss Bai.

My loves.

Morgan LOVED it!!

So did Bai!!

Beautiful snowy house!!

We are loving every second of our snowy day!! Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Blessings in my life...

2009-11-30T14:10:00.000-08:00

Thanksgiving is one of my FAVORITE holidays. While I try to be grateful and show my appreciation for all that I have year round, November is a month I really reflect on what I have and how amazingly blessed I am. This year I realized how short life is... how much I take the daily grind for granted... skip over the little things that, in the end, make all the difference... So this year, starting now....I am going to be better...

This year I am grateful for the gospel. I am grateful that I will see my family again. I am grateful that I am sealed to them for time and all eternity. I find peace when I am able to talk to my Father in Heaven. I catch glimpses of what heaven must be like when I hear my little girl whisper her prayers at night. I know my Father in Heaven truly loves each of his children. I can feel his love for me and my family and am grateful for those feelings and reassurances.

I am grateful for my family. My girls are joy. I love their voices, giggles, hugs and kisses. I love being their mom and am grateful to my hubby for working hard so I can stay home with them and watch them grow. I am so blessed to be married to Brock. He is kind, funny, hard working, intelligent, sexy, loving...

I am grateful for my friends. They love me unconditionally and keep me sane! I am grateful to my parents. They are supportive and generous... They keep me grounded and make me a better person.

This year I am determined to enjoy every second of everyday. I will never forget to tell someone I love them. I will kiss and hug my girls and hubby everyday. I will enjoy each moment. If I have learned anything this year, it has been that....

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!

Shepards

The Mogee.

The Bai.

These pictures were taken by the amazing Gina Adams. Thanks again Gina!!

A whole lotta firsts!!

2009-11-02T07:29:00.001-08:00

Although Halloween was the highlight of the week, I would like to start this particular blog with some incredible news! Bailey, my rough and tumble tomboy, became a princess today! It will probably only last for a few hours... To document this special event, I took several photos. There are shoes to match. My hands were trembling with excitement, so I didn't get a clear shot.

A little better. I adore my tomboy/princess!!

Halloween was fun this year. Brock and I couldn't figure out what we wanted Morgan to be. After much deliberation, we put her in a tu-tu, wings and little sister shirt. Brock called her a "Little Sister Fairy." We are SO lame.
On a side note- Morgan is walking!!! She's not even 10 months old yet!!

Bai was Mulan. Here she is showing off her King Fu skillz.

I thought I would keep up the tradition and show the best family pic we took.

No lie, this is the best one we got...

Bailey again. She got lots of candy and had an awesome night!! The first few houses we hit, she wanted either Brock or I to go with her. By house 4, she told us to "stay back" she could "do it by herself."

Here's Mo with her wings. Isn't she an adorable Little Sister Fairy?!?
It grows on you, huh?

And finally, Bailey got a bicycle! She wears her helmet and elbow pads everyday. Now you can see why I am so excited she put on a princess crown!!

First ride.

She loves it!

Hope everyone else had a Happy Halloween!!

My messy monsters...ahem...girls...

2009-10-12T13:43:00.000-07:00

Let me begin by saying that I ADORE my girls. They are the reason I get up every morning and trudge through every day. They are the reason I smile, laugh and love completely. However, they are also the reason I have hair loss, migraines and a weak bladder. These are only a few of the messes they've made this past week. Most are of little consequence. All are hilarious. Enjoy. Morgan- aka "The Accomplice."

Bailey- aka "The ringleader."

These faces are what make it all ok...

Morgan LOVES cat food. I clean up cat food about 4 times a day. Yes, I close the door. Bailey, aka, "The ringleader" opens it. She says "Morgan likes it in there."

*sigh*

Bailey likes to pick out her shoes, clothes and accessories every day....several times. I LOVE her independence. I do not love the constant wardrobe changes, endless laundry and shoe mess that ensues due to said independence.

This is just round one for the day. She had to have shoes to go with her "naked."

Morgan LOVES the kitchen. She destroys it daily.

And finally, the DVD's. This is how every morning starts.

This is how it looks after about 3 seconds.

Yes, she is proud.

I love my girls! I am going to be sad when they go to school and I don't have fingerprints on my fridge and toys underfoot. I am very aware these days are a blessing and will go by too quickly.... I love being a mom!

I blame her father!

2009-09-29T09:21:00.000-07:00

In my opinion, I have two of the cutest children on the face of the planet. Bailey, I believe, is also one of the smartest. She never ceases to amaze and inspire me... Since her third birthday, she has revealed a whole new side of herself. She is hilarious and talkative and speaks her mind... constantly.... I thought I would document some of the crazy and hilarious things she has been saying lately. I don't want to forget these gems!!!

My parents took Bailey out for her birthday dinner. My mom was telling a story about a doctor she works with. The story included issues like "butt-hair" and old age... (Please don't ask...) Bailey, who had been silently enjoying her dinner until the phrase "butt-hair" was uttered, looked at my mom and said, "Grandma, please! I am trying to eat!!"

Brock and I were busily getting the girls ready for a run. Bailey looked at me and said "Mom, I've got one question for you. Are you ready to rock?"

I walked in on Bailey having an in depth conversation with the cat:
B- It's OK Raiden don't be scared. It won't hurt you. You are a dirty boy and you need a bath. You have dingle-berries on your butt."

We were driving home from running some errands. Bailey was looking out the window and noticed some flowers on the side of the road.
B- Mom, do you like flowers?
Me- Yes, I do. They are beautiful.
B- OK. Daddy will buy you some.
Me- He will?
B- Yes! Give me your phone. I'll call him.
(And, yes! She did call him!)

I was driving the other day and a guy cut me off and was dangerously close to ripping off the front end of my car. I called him a jerk. (Which for me is a proud moment...I could have said much worse...)

Bailey hears me and repeats what I've said:

B- Jerk!!

Me- Bailey! We don't say that word. I'm sorryfor saying it. Let's not say it again, OK?

B- OK, Mommy. I sorry. I meant stupid car.

It is in times like these, that I wonder how I am going to be able to outwit this child. Will I even be able to raise her right? I know one thing for sure... I need to start watching what I say in front of her...

Family Time

2009-09-21T06:42:00.001-07:00

I don't really have any "post-worthy"news, so I'm just going to post some pictures we took over the weekend. Bailey LOVES horses and the Katy Mills Mall has a Carousel and Train! It is a new family favorite. Bug and Mommy.

Mo.

Love this one!

Morgan's dragon face. I think it is genetic....

My mom got the girls these awesome matching outfits... which I love!! Due to their adorable nature, I decided to attempt to get a cute picture of the girls... These are all of my failed attempts.

The dragon...

Pretty good! Especially with Bailey's potty as our backdrop... (I am so glad Gina is taking our family pictures in a few weeks!!)

Bailey came in the next morning wearing this lovely assemble and holding the camera. She told me I had to take a picture of her. She is so stinking cute!

So that's all we've been up to. I'll post if something exciting comes up!!

Bailey's Birthday Party!

2009-09-14T07:13:00.000-07:00

The weekend before Bailey's birthday, we had a Spongebob Carnival!! The kids really enjoyed it and it gave me an opportunity to be as creative as I know how!! My pictures are WAY out of order... but this is not news to anyone... Face Painting.

Bailey and her best bud Cameron at the Sea creature Scoop.

Face Painting Station.

Sea creature Scoop.

Family shot before the party started.

This is at the end of the day when she opened gifts. Love her face in this one.

Some of the awesome cupcakes my super cute hubby made.

This was supposed to be a sea creature scoop. By the end of the day, it was just a place to cool off!

My lovely assistants at the Fishing Adventure!

Bai and some friends.

Face painting! Thanks again, Elise!

Where all the magic happened. Brock, Bud and Marcus made Crabby Patties, Hot Dogs and Shrimp! Yum!!

Jellyfish Toss.

I am really grateful for all the family and friends that helped me get this set up! We had an awesome time. Happy Birthday again, little girl! I hope you remember this, because mommy won't be able to do it again! ;)

Happy Birthday Bailey!!!

2009-09-08T10:22:00.001-07:00

Three years ago today, my life changed. I had never before known such joy. Bailey, you are such a gift. Mommy and Daddy are so proud of you and who you are becoming! We love your smile, your sweet laugh, and how gentle you are with your little sister. We love the connection you have with everyone you meet...especially your Grandma's and Grandpa's! You are so smart! We are blown away by the things you know! Thank you for your hugs and kisses, your sweet stories and big ideas. We love you Bailey Rion!! Happy Birthday little girl!!!!

We cannot wait to see who you become and what you accomplish! Happy Birthday Bailey!!

Our vacation!

2009-08-26T08:47:00.000-07:00

Because Brock has been busily earning his Masters Degree and in and out of surgery, our family hasn't gotten a lot of vacation time. Brock works really hard (and I get really tired) so when we had an opportunity to go to Utah for a visit, we took it! Mom and Dad wanted to run a half marathon in Park City, so Grandma and Grandpa decided to have a family reunion. We were able to make it up there and we are so glad we did! We had an awesome time! Here are some highlights of the trip! The view from Grandma's front porch.

We got to wake up to this every morning! Gorgeous!!

Bailey and Grandma! I got some awesome pics of Grandpa, too... but they are on my phone... Bugger.

As stated previously, we went up to Utah to cheer mom and dad on at the marathon! They did awesome!! Here is Morgan waiting for them at the finish.

Morgan's favorite cousin, Brandi!

The runners! Don't they look great! This was at mile 8 or so...

The crowd that gathered to cheer them on. We're a handsome group, I think...

Bailey and Erica. She LOVES her some Erica.

Bailey giving high fives. She was a big hit with the runners!

Bailey and Erica. These two make me happy!

Some of the crew at Grandma's house.

Brock and his best bud, George.

We (of course) went to the BYU bookstore, and we HAD to get this hat for Morgan when we saw it.

Morgan and Grandpa! She loves hats....

Bailey and Tae were inseparable again. This is one of the many times they played in the sprinklers.

Good times!

We had an amazing time and are so grateful we got to see everyone! Thank you Grandma and Grandpa for letting us stay with you! The food was amazing and the company was even better! We miss you already!

Train!

2009-08-17T07:49:00.001-07:00

Much like other parents, I'm sure... Brock and I don't get to spend as much time with our oldest child since "the baby" came. Bailey is one of the most wonderful things in our lives, so we tried to think of a way to let her know how much we love her and how much we miss spending that one on one time with her. We decided we would ask her what she wanted to do one day- and then do just that. When we woke up Saturday- she decided she wanted to go ride the train. And that is what we did!! The train.

Buggy anxiously awaiting. (It was hot, can you tell?)

Morgan Jean.

My bug sporting her Wall*E glasses.

Daddy and his girls.

Dad and the Mogee.

The girls and I.

I love being able to spend time with my little family. Brock has been really busy lately, so any time we get to spend together is a gift. Thank you Bailey for letting us come with you on the train. It was such a good idea! You bring such joy into our lives. I love you!!

Shepard Update

2009-08-05T07:17:00.001-07:00

We have been busy around here these days! I don't have a lot of time, but I thought I would share some of the highlights. (And as per usual, they are in no particular order....)

Our awesome cousin Elise is here with us. She is starting an internship at the prestigious Sugar Land Cancer Center. Congrats on your internship, Elise! We are glad you're here!!!

Morgan is crawling!! EVERYWHERE!! She isn't even 7 months yet! Time is flying by!!

Bailey is still my little bud. This is how she watches Sesame Street in the morning. Naked, with attitude.

We've been swimming at Grandma's and in our backyard a lot. I had to get one of Morgan in her awesome froggy cover up. Bailey is still refusing to take pictures. I'm sure you noticed the lack of pics of her...

Morgan has a definite personality, now. Fortunately for us, she's like this a lot of the time....

Can you tell what she's thinking? It's pretty evident, right?

We started feeding Mogee baby food!

She likes it so far!

Sorry for the lack of pics of Bai. She is a wild child and has her preferences.... I will hold her down and get some more.

Shepards, out!

Happy Father's Day!

2009-07-12T14:09:00.000-07:00

I know... this post is ridiculously late.... I have been busy....

For Father's Day this year, I decided I needed to do something really special for Brock. He is an amazing father and husband and has really been running himself ragged lately. He is working 40+ hours a week, getting his Masters Degree, (which adds another 20+ hours a week to his already busy schedule) and then still coming home and playing with the girls and I. I know how blessed I am to have him in my life, so I wanted to give him a gift that told him how awesome and appreciated he was. After much thought, I decided a weekend away was the perfect gift! I surprised him with a weekend stay at The Hotel Contessa in San Antonio! It was awesome!! Brock and I. He looks squished...

One of the lucky girls who gets to call him daddy....

The other lucky little girl.

Our room...

The living room area when you walked in.

Another angle...

Our room was big and beautiful and right off the Riverwalk. We had an amazing time. We got to eat dinner on the Riverwalk, go shopping, watch movies, and most importantly- spend time together! It was an awesome weekend and we enjoyed every second of it. Thanks mom and dad for watching the girls! Brock, I love you and know how lucky and blessed I am to have you in my life. Happy Fathers Day babe!

Utah Trip Part 2

2009-07-06T13:14:00.001-07:00

Because I always load my pictures backwards... you will have to bear with me.... and I will have to start with our last night and our stay in Vegas...On the last night of our vacation, we stayed at the Trump hotel. It was beautiful! Here are a couple shots of our room. It was very "posh," and very clean! The Trump Hotel has no Casinos, so it didn't smell like smoke and it was surprisingly quiet. Very nice! I would love to stay there again! Our room had a microwave, sink, and fridge... Everything I needed to keep up with the bottles, etc...

The bathroom. Yes, that is a television...

View of Vegas from our room. No, you can't see the view... This is just evidence of my failed attempt.

They had a tic-tac-toe board as decoration. As you can see....Bailey liked to use them as spectacles....

Before we went to our hotel, we shopped at the outlets in Vegas. While we did some damage on our Visas, Bailey damaged some pedestrians....

The highlight of the trip was seeing Grandma and Grandpa Coombs! Morgan really bonded with the two of them!!

Thank you for the amazing waffles and good times, Grandpa! We love you so much and can't wait to see you again!! We miss you!!

Bailey loved his chair. And those dang jammies. She wore them everyday...everywhere. And, yes, it was hot!!!

We had an amazing trip! Thanks to everyone for their hospitality. We are so lucky to have the grandparents that we do. I love you guys! We will see you soon!!

Our trip! (Part One)

2009-06-29T09:35:00.001-07:00

Our trip was a success! The girls were amazingly well behaved, slept well and really enjoyed their cousins, aunts and uncles and great-grandparents. I am so grateful to my mom for all her help! I would not have been able to do it without her!! We left early Tuesday morning... Got a cute shot of Bailey before we woke her up. She was excited about flying on the "err-plane."
This is Bailey on the flight. (Special thanks to Grandpa Shepard for the DVD player.) She LOVED being "high in the sky."

This was what she did the majority of the flight.

Spending some time at the Scovill's. Bailey had a great time with her cousins there. It was so good to visit with everyone.

This is Bai and her best bud Tae. They were inseparable.

Cute kiddos.

I am off to run a few more errands... I have been busy ever since I got home. I want to thank Grandma and Grandpa Scovill for the bed and good food and good times! We love you guys and can't wait to see you in August!!

Coming soon: Our trip to see Grandpa Coombs and our overnighter in Vegas.

Going Away...

2009-06-15T07:23:00.000-07:00

For the first time, the girls and I are going on vacation sans Daddy. I will readily admit that I am terrified. We are flying into Vegas and then driving to Hurricane to see our Grandpa and Grandma Coombs, and then driving to Santaquin to see Grandma and Grandpa Scovill. I am ridiculously excited to see everyone, and terrified for all the driving. The ONLY reason I am going through with it, is because my AWESOME Mama Joe is coming!!! You guys know me... I am not even close to brave enough to do it on my own! So here we come, Vegas! Morgan is excited. It is her first time traveling!

Bailey is pumped too.

We are leaving tomorrow and will be back on the 23rd. We're so excited to see everyone!! We'll be there soon!

It wasn't even quiet....

2009-05-30T07:53:00.000-07:00

I don't know if you guys remember the event shown below... Bailey was left to her own devices for a few moments and emptied 1/3 of her toy box onto our bed... I thought it was hilarious at the time and giggled to myself, wondering what it would be like when Bailey and Morgan got older and could play together.... Well, I found out sooner then expected.....

Morgan is pleased... can you tell?

There is never a dull moment here at the Shepard house. I love these girls!!!

Lately...

2009-05-22T06:47:00.001-07:00

It has been really hectic and busy around here the past few weeks... We've got a lot of news and updates, so bear with me. I will just hit the highlights as I go... Not a favorite pic of me, but I HAD to show off her bow!

Closer shot. (Thanks again Randi for helping with those.) They're not as big as her head anymore!! Well....

Morgan has stared to roll over! She has been doing it for a week or two... and she's only 4 months old!

This is usually what I find when I come into my room.

Morgan ADORES Bailey.

We had our awesome Uncle Marcus over for dinner. She loves him! And they look a lot alike!!
Dang Shepard genes.... Scovill side had no chance...

Awesome cousin Blake! (Bailey was telling him to look at the camera and smile.)

I love these little girls. They are really starting to enjoy each other.

Bailey ate some cottage cheese.... I think she liked it....

And the grand finale! Morgan smiled on camera!! Her smile melts me!

We also went to the doctor on the 20th and she is still huge!

She weighs 18.5 lbs, she is 25 inches long and her head in 17 1/4 inches.

She is off the charts in weight, 95th in height and 95th in head... Still our big girl.

Dr. Y also told us a little more about the mark on her face. It is called a hemangioma. It is a benign blood vessel tumor and should go away by her second birthday... I think she is beautiful no matter what, but I'm hoping it will go away!!

That's our news as of late. We'll keep ya posted....

In Memory

2009-05-09T06:31:00.001-07:00

I have been avoiding this for some time now... The pain is still fresh and the memories full. Even as I sit here writing this, it is surreal. I lost my best friend and sister (in-law) on Thursday April 30, 2009. I am having a hard time knowing what to do without her here. I guess I am writing this so everyone who didn't know her- can have a glimpse of the woman she was...

Jodi was Bailey's bud. She was loved and adored by Bai. She was kind, giving, compassionate and beautiful! She was my partner in crime and teammate. Since we're both married to Shepard boys- we would call each other and giggle about the silly/obnoxious things they did, that we still don't quite understand... She gave her time, her energy, her life to serving others. She was always smiling and laughing. When Jodi walked into the house--the party started. Her family was her priority. She loved Marcus... they were the perfect match. She loved Ashley and Blake as her own. I am so grateful to know that I will see her again. I am so grateful that I know where she is, that she is safe, that she is happy and has found peace. I am so grateful that I had time with her. I hope she knows how much I love her and miss her. Marcus asked me to write her obituary- (thanks again for trusting me with that, Marcus) so to see it and more pics, go to http://www.mem.com/.

I love you Jodi! I miss you...Thank you for being my friend and loving my baby girl. We are both better people having known you...

Endemic Baby Powder 2009

2009-04-28T11:49:00.001-07:00

Contrary to (what is likely to become) popular belief, I am not a negligent parent. I am (for the most part) acutely aware of the whereabouts of my children and their activities. I will admit that I am sometimes busily tending to one child-- but what you are about to see simply shows my inability to be omnipresent... and Bailey's incredible aptitude for disaster. As I was busily cleaning up the kitchen, my first born decided to play with baby powder. This is what I found.... She was alone for 2 minutes... No lie!

This is the doorway to my bedroom....

My bathroom. Or what was left of it after "Endemic Baby Powder 2009"

Side of my bed... All over my pillows...

Her chair.

She looks frightened. I think it was my insane laughter...

My T.V. (Oh yeah, we rock it old school with our Nintendo!!)

My chair in the bathroom.

Bai started to help "clean up." She used water... Neat chemistry project. One that I wouldn't recommend using indoors...

Close up of her face....

Bathroom. Just a shot so you can take it all in... Take a few moments.... The panic will subside...

My bedside table.

But don't worry my friends, it only took about an hour and half to clean it up... And I have learned many lessons.

1- When Bailey is quiet- she is either sleeping or demolishing... Check to see which one, pronto!

2- Don't vacuum baby powder- you will get shocked.

3- Baby powder leaves a very pleasant scent when "sprinkled" on your floors....

I think I need a vacation...

Lucky Girls....

2009-04-21T11:27:00.000-07:00

I was recently going through some of my favorite pictures and realized (not for the first time, mind you) how lucky the girls and I are. We've got both sets of grandparents just miles away, they love us AND they visit often! I just wanted to write a quick thank you to my awesome mom and dad and mom and dad- in -law. We wouldn't enjoy the weeks near as much without our grandmas and grandpas! Bailey absolutely adores both grandma's and asks if they are going to come play everyday. Bailey jumping with Grandma Shepard. Grandma gave Bailey that trampoline and spoils her rotten every chance she gets. Bailey loves spending time with her! (Don't know if grandma will like that I used this picture... Sorry...I think you look great in it...)

Kisses for Morgan. We love our Grandpa Shepard! He is the best one to snuggle with!

This is one of my favorite pictures!!! My mom is Bailey's best friend. Grandma is in Boston right now, and Bailey keeps asking when grandma is going to "get in the plane and fly home." Bailey prefers grandma over everyone else... Mom, I am so grateful to have you so close by. You have always been one of my best friends in the world- so having you be my daughters best friend is pure joy. I know why she loves you. You are amazing. We miss you and can't wait to see you!!!

Words can't express the love a little girl has for her daddy. I'm so blessed to have my dad in both mine and my girls lives. We love our grandpa Scovill to pieces! Thanks for always being there for us, dad. You are the world's best grandpa!!

I can't adequately express how blessed I am and grateful I feel to have these four people in my life and the lives of my girls... It is overwhelming at times. I hope they all know how much I love them... And the best part is, they love us back...

Nickelback Concert!

2009-04-18T15:13:00.000-07:00

Back in December, for Brock's birthday, I got him tickets to see his favorite band-Nickleback. We went to the concert Thursday night, and it was awesome!! It was a much needed break, and it was nice to be able to spend time with my hubby... I think the best part was being able to see him enjoy his favorite bands playing... He was really in his element. I love being able to spend time with him, and especially enjoy making him happy! Happy Birthday, Brock! Hope you enjoyed our night as much as I did!! One of our t-shirts, and our tickets.... We had unbelievably good seats! We could almost smell the sweat!!

My excited, cute hubby before the concert.

The girls and I.

Me and my best bud, Bailey.

We were excited and forgot to get some pictures together. Ooops. We'll be getting some family pics soon.... So we'll post those then....

Easter 09'

2009-04-13T15:18:00.000-07:00

We had an awesome Easter this year! We were able to go to church and remember what Easter is all about. I am grateful to be a member of the church. It gives me peace to know who I am, and why I am here...especially in this tumultuous world. I am grateful for the Savior and His sacrifice. It is good to know that the family I love so much will be with me for eternity!!

We were able to go to grandma and grandpa Shepard's after church for lunch and Easter festivities. Here are a couple pics of the girls on their egg hunt!

Bailey got the hang of it pretty quickly.

Look at all those eggs!

She got $13 and tons of candy!!

Morgan got to hunt, too.

Bailey and her Uncle Marcus.

The girls and I before we got ready for all the Easter fun!

Bailey in her Easter dress and Kachow shoes. Yes, this is what she wore to church...She wouldn't leave the house without them. And she didn't want to take any pictures either....

Momo.

We had an awesome day! Thanks to grandma and grandpa for spoiling us rotten! Hope everyone had an awesome Easter!

It starts...

2009-04-11T07:11:00.000-07:00

Bailey did something yesterday that I naively thought would happen much later in her life. She came home from a walk with Grandma... and had 4 friends in tow! My mom said she saw them playing and told them to "come on to Bailey's house." And they came!! And had a great time!! I didn't think it would start this early-- but I should've known it would. Bailey's a social butterfly. Here's a few pictures of Bailey's fun day with the "kids." Introducing Bailey's friends: Madison, Casey, Paul and Cole.

Chance came over later... Here's an action shot. The boys ran around and played some sort of tag/ball tossing/base game (it had a lot of rules and regulations...) and the girls.....

Decided to have a tea party in Bai's playset.

Casey and Bailey coloring on the sidewalk.

They were over for a few hours and Bailey LOVED every second of it. A big thank you to Grandma, Madison, Casey, Paul, Cole and Chance. We had a great day and I am looking forward to more play dates. I love having my house filled with friends.

UNFAIR!!

2009-04-08T06:21:00.000-07:00

When I was little, if and when I got sick, my mom was there...To check my temperature, give me juice, tell me which medicine to take when etc.... My mom was very nurturing and accommodating. Lets fast forward to present day. I am the mom (yep, still freaks me out when I say it....) If the girls get sick, I am there to take them to the doctor, care for them... all the stuff mom's do. Well, on Saturday- I got sick. My throat hurt, I had a cough, my nose was disgusting... ugh. And for the record, I don't mind being sick. I am usually a very self-sufficient and independent person...but this bug was a doozie. All I wanted to do was sit...and stare... unfortunately, that was not going to happen. Why???

Brock got sick, too.

And may I tell you the most disturbing part of this entire situation?!? I was MAD at him for getting sick. Oh yeah- you read that right! Infuriated. I wanted to be sick by myself. I wanted someone to take care of me... to let me sit and stare, get me juice, bring me my slippers...or whatever it is people do when they feel like boo-boo. But did I get that? Nope! I ended up having to take care of him... Brock is one of the kindest, most compassionate, giving people I know-- but when he is sick-- he is a HUGE baby. Oh, and this bug was awful...(see above mentioning of the severity of the illness and its side effects...i.e. "sitting" and "staring"...) Yeah, I spent my sickly days letting HIM sleep... making sure things were still put in the laundry, waking up early with the girls...

So...I am blogging to you, my friends, feeling slightly better after my weekend bug-- reeling with thoughts of resentment and guilt.... So I need to know that I am not the horrible wife and companion that I currently feel that I am. Because while we both feel moderately better... I just want to punch his lights out. He stole my sick days... Yeah, that's how I feel.... I need therapy....

(Writers note: Although I may sound irate and irrational, I love Brock and am glad he got better...but I am still mad about losing my sick days....what is wrong with me???)

The End.

While Daddy's away...

2009-04-04T06:34:00.000-07:00

Brock has been having some residual pain since his hip surgery in August. It recently started to inhibit his mobility (again) and keep him from doing a lot of the activities he enjoys. We were about to call his surgeon and just schedule him for a replacement (yikes!!) but Brock's dad discovered an alternative route we could take. Mark's business partner knew of a chiropractor in San Antonio who had worked miracles on his wife's shoulder after her rotator cuff surgery. She regained full mobility and had no pain when she completed the treatments. We were super excited, so we called and made an appointment for Brock. He left Wednesday night and made the trek up there by himself-- leaving the girls and I home alone. The first treatment went well, and we are optimistic about what this Dr. can do- and I am looking forward to a couple of trips up to San Antonio! Sea World here we come!! Oh- and this is what the girls and I did while daddy was away.... And a huge thank you to Andi for coming to help out!! Cute shot of Morgan sleeping that morning...

Bailey and Eve... and their bows...

I got the girls dressed in matching dresses and we went outside to play. This is Bailey on her play set.

Close-up.

Morgan enjoyed being outside, too.

All smiles.

Cute girl playing peek-a-boo on the swing.

We missed Brock a lot, but we are so excited that he has found someone to help alleviate the pain. Keep us in your prayers as we work to fix his hips. He's a little young for hip replacement....

We'll keep you posted!

Bailey see...Bailey do....

2009-03-30T11:52:00.001-07:00

Bailey LOVES to do everything her little sister does... So when Morgan got into her Boppy for the first time......

She HAD to try it out!

She barely fits, but she loves it.
Gotta love 'em.

Bailey, Morgan and "Wall *E" Shepard??

2009-03-26T10:57:00.000-07:00

My child is obsessed with Wall*E... And I know this isn't earth shattering news to any of you... but indulge me for a moment... because the "Wall*E obsession 2009" has escalated!

Bailey wears her Wall*E jacket almost everyday. I can't get it into and out of the wash quick enough and it doesn't matter if it is 97 degrees outside, Wall*E is on that girl's body. Bailey also loves Eve and carries the doll with her everywhere. No matter what picture I take, or place I go- Bailey has both of her friends.. on and in tow.... Both endearing and slightly maddening... Bailey wearing Wall*E and carrying Eve.
Bailey jumping on the trampoline...wearing Wall*E and carrying Eve.

Bailey sleeping... wearing (you guessed it) Wall*E and cuddling with Eve.

Now, this has been the norm for months with no complaints here...well minus the battles that ensue when the jacket needs washing... It wasn't until the other day that I became concerned...

Me: What is your name?
Bailey: Bailey Rion Shepard.
Me: What is your sisters name?
Bailey: Morgan Jean Shepard.
Me: What is daddy's name?
Bailey: Daddy Shepard. (cute, I know)
Me: What is my name?
Bailey: Erin Shepard. (Yeah, I get called Erin all the time...)
Me: Awesome Bai! You are so smart!

Bailey looks at me lovingly and gives me a hug and is pleased with herself... as she should be. Then, with the same loving glance- she looks down at her Wall*E jacket and then up at me.

Bailey: Oh Mommy! Wall*E Wall*E Shepard!
We each gave Wall*E a hug and it was then that I realized... he's a part of our family... We could be worse off, right?
I love this kid.. and Wall*E....

New pics and updates...

2009-03-20T10:46:00.001-07:00

Randi and her gang were able to come down or Morgan's blessing, so we were able to spend some time with them. Bailey and Logan are really starting to enjoy each other and play well together. It is fun to have them around and I miss my sister like crazy when she's gone. Love ya, Randi-- can't wait to see ya in April or whenever we can get up there.

Side note-- we went to the doctor for Morgan's check up and she weighs 14 lbs 6 oz... Yes, I wrote that correctly. She is in the 95th percentile for weight... She is 22 3/4 inches long (90th percentile) and has a 16 inch dome (70th percentile.) She is a hoss and we love her!

I went to Gymboree and got the girls some matching shirts and dresses, which I love! Here are a few pics of my lovely ladies.

I got her dressed-- she added the accessories.

My girls!

I caught these two in Morgan's bed. They are hilarious.... and mischievous...and two of my favorite little people.
(Be sure to click on the picture for a closer look...Their faces make the shot!)

I think Brock and I are going to be going up to get family pictures soon... Shout out to Gina for her awesome photography skillzz... And we are planting a garden this weekend! Wish us luck!

Morgan's Blessing

2009-03-15T17:48:00.000-07:00

Brock and I were able to bless Morgan today. It was a very sweet, powerful blessing and I am so grateful to have a husband who is able and willing to do that for our daughters. Morgan is a special little girl who is going to touch a lot of lives with her strong spirit and willingness to share the gospel. Brock's grandparents were down too, so we had 4 generations there. Pretty awesome. The pictures are out of order- so bear with me. I am still getting used to this blogging stuff....

The bug afterwards. We had a lunch at Brock's parents house. She loves that Hummer truck...

Morgan. Had to show her cute outfit....

When we went home to change, I caught this shot. Priceless. Love these two....

Everyone that came to the blessing-minus a few. Thanks for sharing this with us!!

The only pic I got of her in her dress... I will have to take a few more and post them later.

It was a great day and I am blessed to have these girls and my hubby. I'm a lucky girl.

Silence is golden...unless you have a 2 year old....

2009-03-11T13:05:00.000-07:00

For a brief moment today, I enjoyed the typically elusive "quiet moment." Morgan was napping, and Bailey was watching (surprise) Wall*E. I cherish these quiet times-- so I busied myself with laundry, checking emails and sipping soda. Good day!

However, my glorious "quiet moment" was interrupted and concluded when I went into my room to check on the bug. I think she was alone for 15 minutes... I should've known better, right?

1- I was doing laundry...that is why my bed is bare. 2- Doesn't she look proud? And who wouldn't be--she got 65 toys onto my bed in less then 20 minutes! That is quite a feat!

Some close-up shots of the goodies. This is only ONE side of the bed...

After we cleaned up, it was nap time. All her shenanigans wore her out. She body tackled Wall*E and was out.

Morgan slept through the entire event, but was too adorable to leave out... She is 2 months old now... geez.

So, I have learned another valuable lesson: always check in on your two year old. Silence is really only golden at nap time.

Look what I can do!

2009-03-05T14:54:00.000-08:00

I have always admired (ok...been insanely jealous of...) "crafty" women. You know the ones I'm talking about. The ladies who can see a dress they like at Macy's so they go home and make it, or can reconstruct a Van Gogh using only felt and q-tips, or create amazing homemade gifts that are 10 times cooler then store bought. My sister is one of these people.... sigh.... I am NOT.... So imagine my great surprise and delight when I, yes I, Erin Shepard made bows!! (Ok, Randi was there... and did the majority of the work...and told me how to do it...) But look how well they turned out..... This is just a few. We made 22.

Morgan sporting her ginormous flower. I am working on the headband...Its a little large for her head....

Side shot of Bailey. You can't really see the bow, but you get the idea...

So THERE Martha Stewart. Although, I still can't sew, or scrapbook, or....

Happy Birthday Nate!! ...and other news.....

2009-02-21T13:19:00.001-08:00

Morgan is officially six weeks old, and we are no longer under house arrest! However, due to the ridiculous flu season, we will only be seeing the light of day on special occasions... Joy! Some highlights of the week-- Bailey loves to play the "gee-tar." Her and Daddy rock-out all the time. Whats even better then her playing? Her dance moves when daddy plays. Videos to come.

Happy Valentines Day!!

Sadly, this is the only pic I have of Nate... But I do want to wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! The big 18! He is the only one that has gotten Morgan to smile for the camera. Well, the remnants of a smile...and some milk....

I love you Nate! You are the best Uncle to my girls and the best little bro I could ask for! You impress me with your wit, intelligence and compassion everyday. I am so glad I've got another year to spend with you before you head out on your mission. I'm gonna miss ya..... Love ya loads! Happy Birthday!!!!

1 month old!

2009-02-09T07:42:00.001-08:00

Morgan and I have survived the first month! She is eating more, sleeping well... sometimes even at night!....and having more and more alert time every day. She is a sweet little girl unless you cross her. She's our little spit-fire and we love her!

Bailey got a new chair from her Aunt Amy, so she decided she wanted to eat her breakfast in the living room.... cute.

Fun times!

We're all doing well at the Shepard house. Can't wait to get out of the house and back into society! Only 2 more weeks!

This is what I get...

2009-02-03T11:21:00.000-08:00

I would like to publicly apologize to my mom for all my childhood misdeeds, tom-fooleries and general lack of appreciation for her valuable belongings. I see clearly now why she placed her more valued possessions in higher locations, and took great care in hiding her treasures...and I greatly admire her for not threatening bodily harm on us when we disobeyed instructions and broke said property. I do this because my child decided to use my sheets as a canvas for discovery and art. Please note her use of contrast and shading. Wall*E was a witness to the aforementioned crime.

She doesn't look proud, but believe me... she (and I) are

pretty pleased with her artistic capacities.

Nice.

Don't worry, though... I don't buy expensive sheets...Peace out.

Updates!

2009-01-31T16:21:00.001-08:00

We're a little late posting this week, but I have some cute updated pictures of the girls. Morgan is 3 1/2 weeks old, and Bailey is still my angel baby and the best big sister! With the weather being so finicky lately, we haven't been able to play outside very much. Thankfully, the weather was BEAUTIFUL today, so we got to get out and enjoy it. Here's a few shots we got of our little acrobat. Bailey jumping on her trampoline. Thanks grandma and grandpa!
She loves to jump. And is (of course) wearing her Wall*E jacket and holding her Eve doll....

Kisses for sister.

3 1/2 weeks old... It's going by too quickly...

Bailey is talking more and more everyday and surprises us with how much she knows. She already knows all the letters of the alphabet and can tell you what each one says. She also loves to sing and can count to 15! She is such an incredible little girl. Morgan likes to eat, sleep and is starting to have a little more alert time every day. She is a cutie and to be honest, that is the only thing that keeps me sane at the 3 am feedings!

Oh, we went to the doctor last week and she is already 9lbs 6 oz. A big girl! Brock and I are lucky to have 'em. We'll keep you updated!

I am a horrible mom... and I have PROOF!!

2009-01-26T07:59:00.000-08:00

A few days ago, I posted a sad little picture of bug asleep awkwardly in her chair. I felt awful when it happened, and immediately vowed to never let it happen again. So here I sit... mother of the year. It happened again. Twice. Please don't call CPS.Nap time. In her chair. sigh.

In her jammies. Its 6:00pm in the picture. She hadn't taken a nap that day. I am awesome....

Happy Anniversary!

2009-01-21T07:13:00.001-08:00

To celebrate our four years together, I thought I'd write down some of the signifigant, fun and memorable things we've done together.

1- Our first apartment. We lived at the Loft's on Post Oak for our first year....Right by the Galleria. It was beautiful and we felt spoiled just being there! Brock also bought me my first NEW car while we lived there. We were able to spend that first year together without a lot of fuss and in our own little spot. Priceless memories.

2- Our first house together. We bought a house in Sienna Plantation. It was a perfect fit, we got to meet a lot of people in our ward and made awesome new friends.

3- Having Bailey. She is our joy. I wasn't prepared in any way to have her, but I thank Heavenly Father everyday that she was sent to us. Brock is an amazing father to her. Bailey, Morgan and I are lucky to have him in our lives.

4- New house and new addition!! We moved into our new house just in time! Brock spoiled us with a bigger house, and we filled it up with a new little girl. I am so blessed to have two healthy, beautiful babies. I couldnt ask for a better partner to handle the daily stesses and amazingly joyful moments.

I am amazed by all that has happened to us in the past four years. It has flown by! Thank you for working so hard, being supportive and loving me. You are an amazing man. Happy Anniversary babe! I love you!

Two weeks old... Well almost....

2009-01-20T09:42:00.000-08:00

Time is flying by... We have Morgan's first doctors appointment this week... She will be two weeks tomorrow, which is also Brock and I's 4 year anniversary! Just thought I would update with a few pictures. Things are going well, and I will let ya'll know how she does at the doctor.

Bailey and Morgan in their quasi-matching pajamas.

Mommy doesn't have the time she used to. Bailey had to figure out how to get a nap on her own... Poor thing....

Adventures with my two....

2009-01-14T09:22:00.000-08:00

Morgan is a week old today! Today is also Brock's first day at work, so I am flying solo... Not too bad so far. Bailey has really taken to being a big sister, and wants to do everything Morgan does. It is crazy having two in the house, but I am loving every minute of it! Morgan's first ride in the car... since the hospital...Can you believe she is a week old already?
Bailey loves Morgan's bed..... (Yes, she wears that jacket everyday... and LOVES her Eve doll....)

Morgan was in her chair, so Bailey had to get hers too...

Snuggling in Bailey's bed.

I am loving having my two girls with me. I will keep posting updated pictures. These babies grow up too fast!

Welcome Baby Morgan!!!

2009-01-09T16:16:00.001-08:00

She finally arrived!! Morgan Jean Shepard made her grand entrance January 7, 2009 at 1:14 am. She weighed in at 8 lbs 4 oz and was 20 1/2 inches long.

She is absolutely beautiful and we are so blessed and excited to have her in our family. Bailey has been the best big sister a girl and mommy could ask for! Bai is not too sure that she likes Mommy feeding Morgan, but she loves to kiss her, and hold her and tell everyone around her that she is a big sister. Labor was quick and wonderful, and we couldnt have asked for a better experience. Welcome home, Morgan! We love you!

Still Pregnant?!?!?!

2009-01-03T07:15:00.001-08:00

As many of you know, Bailey joined our family four weeks earlier then we anticipated. This was after she had tried to jump ship at 30 weeks, causing a hospital visit, etc.... She weighed 7lbs 13 0z and was 21 inches long.... four weeks early.....Now jump to present day. I am 39 weeks pregnant!!! Morgan has yet to arrive!!! What size is this child going to be? When is she going to come? I am losing patience now... But, to all my friends and family--especially those who say I don't look pregnant in any of my pictures.... here you go.... But be forwarned. If you've eaten in the past few hours.... you might want to check back when your stomach has settled. It isn't pretty ladies...;) This is at my shower the beginning of November.... Yes, over a month ago.....

I will take more today and add them later.... And I am working on patience. It is a blessing to be having a baby, and I know that and appreciate this time I have with her. I'm also tired, and bloated, and sore and cranky..... ugh.

Merry Christmas!!!

2008-12-26T15:18:00.000-08:00

Bailey, Brock and I were very spoiled this year! We got to enjoy some of our favorite family traditions, give and receive lots of goodies, spend time with loved ones, and remember what the Christmas season is all about. Brock and I were extremely blessed this year. We had a healthy, happy family, a successful and quick recovery from surgery, we are about to have a new little girl join our family, we moved into a new home, and Brock has a great and rewarding job. We cannot be grateful enough for all that we have. I love Christmas. It gives me time, like Thanksgiving, to reflect on what I have, and the blessings I have received due to the birth of our Savior, his sacrifice and the atonement. I am amazed by what He has done for us, and hope I can always remember how I feel this time of year.... Buggy with some of her presents Christmas morning.
The best gift...her kitchen!! Doesn't the face say it all? She spent hours in there.....

Bai and her Eve doll. I had to get a pic of her pajamas...A Scovill family tradition. She still won't take her "kachow" shoes off....

I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas! Love you!

Lazy Day

2008-12-15T07:49:00.000-08:00

We must have had a really busy weekend. It is almost 10am on Monday morning, and I am the only one awake... (Brock has the day off...) Look at these two. I am the luckiest woman in the world.
Oh, and Bailey does not sleep with us on a regular basis. Brock had to go up to the office last night to get some homework sent in, and I don't like being alone that late at night... Yes, I use my child as a shield.. shun me.....

I get it now....

2008-12-10T12:37:00.001-08:00

I had a horrifying and (gulp) slightly amusing realization today. While busily snapping shots of Bailey's morning attire, giggling to myself about how silly she was...(all the while knowing that these days would be gone too quickly, and she would soon be very conscious of what she was wearing and how she looked.... ) I had an awful realization. Bailey is acutely aware of her surroundings. She pays very close attention to those around her, and what they do, say, act... It was in that moment, I realized where Bailey gets her fantastic (and I use that term loosely) fashion sense.....

Bailey's outfit of choice.

Mommy's outfit of choice....

It was ME!!! And yes people, I did wear this out in public today!!! The shirt says "I think I look awesome," and I think that is the ultimate moral I learned today. I don't spend a lot of time worrying about what I wear or who I am going to impress and Bailey has (apparently) picked up that sentiment as well. I guess I could be embarrassed, but in all honesty... I think we look awesome, too.

Christmas Decor

2008-12-10T11:49:00.000-08:00

While I will admit to being a novice at interior design, I LOVE decorating the house for Christmas. Brock, Bailey and I got the tree up and decorated yesterday and I am excited to show the result of our efforts. I might not be Martha Stewart, but we think it turned out pretty well. Hope everyone is enjoying the season as much as we are!

Full view....

Close up...

Happy Birthday Babe!

2008-12-06T06:40:00.001-08:00

Today is Brock's 26th birthday! It is an exciting time of year, and I am grateful I get to spend it with him. He is the best dad and husband a girl could ask for. Thank you for honoring your priesthood duties, for being such an honest, hard worker, for being such a trustworthy and respectful companion, and for loving and taking care of Bailey and I. You are the most amazing man, and we are so blessed to have you in our lives!! Happy Birthday, Brock! I love you more than you know.

Houston, we have a problem....

2008-12-04T06:46:00.000-08:00

My favorite time of year has (up until today) been fall and winter. I love the cooler climate, the holidays it includes and the lack of humidity. However, this year the weather here in Houston is making me a little crazy. I woke up yesterday to a 76 degree, rainy day. What did we wake up to this morning? 44 degrees!!! How am I supposed to keep up with these changes? I have my AC on in the morning and my heat on at night. Its making me slightly schizophrenic. To add insult to injury, Bailey got a cold. Of course I do not blame my parenting style or even consider it to be a fluke incident that happens to all children. I blame the weather...because I can. And I am well aware that I can watch the news. It doesn't change the fact that the weather around here is ever changing. Ugh.

Happy Thanksgiving!

2008-11-24T19:00:00.000-08:00

We had Thanksgiving at our house this year. Brock and I decided to (attempt to) fry a turkey, and no one else wanted us to burn their house down, so.... It all worked out in the end. There was a lot of delicious food, everyone pitched in, and I think it turned out really well. I love being able to spend time with my family! They are one of the many things I am most grateful for this time of year. So, thanks guys for spending the day with us! I wouldnt have wanted it any other way!

I thought the best way to sum up our Thanksgiving activites would be in pictures. (Please ignore the wonder gut in the background of picture 1... I have a good excuse...) Eating was the highlight of the day.... She couldnt seem to get enough....

I think she liked it....

I wasn't able to capture any other moments, which is unfortunate. But, we had a great day and hope everyone else did too!

Happy Thanksgiving!

Diva....

2008-11-22T08:03:00.000-08:00

Bailey has recently discovered the joys of dressing herself. She wakes up every morning with a new favorite clothing item and accessory. Luckily, these adventures in design take place before our morning shower and daily activities. (Hopefully this helps explain the hair...) Here is a week in the life of Bailey Rion Shepard...my little diva.

Her favorite tinker bell shirt and her "charlie" dog.

Getting tired of mommy taking her picture every morning.

Yes, that is a plunger in the background. It was her accessory that day....

Enough said.

I love this little girl. She is full of suprises and so fun to be around. Thanks for picking me, Bai.

Spoiled!!!

2008-11-06T08:02:00.001-08:00

One of the things Brock and I love most about our neighborhood is the number of kids constantly playing outside. However, it is now one of the most expensive things about our neighborhood as well. Let me explain....

Our family loves taking walks, especially in the evening when all the kids are out. A few days ago, two neighbor boys were out in their Power Wheels Jeep. Bailey about broke her neck keeping track of the boys, their whereabouts, and the whereabouts of the cool "kachow car." After some discussion, and one look at our little girls face, we went to Toys R Us and bought our own. Don't judge us.... just look at her face. Wouldn't you have done the same thing?

P.S. Much thanks to cousins Blake and Tate for helping Bailey out. Everything is better when you two are around!

Happy Halloween!

2008-11-01T14:15:00.000-07:00

I would like to first apologize to my vast audience for my lack of posts.... We've been busy with the move, Brock's surgery and little Morgan's impending arrival. Good news is, my blog can't get any worse then it was.... at least that's my goal.

Bailey had her first trick-or-treating experience yesterday, and all things considered, it went pretty well. We hit a few houses in our neighborhood and then went back to our house to pass out candy. We caught some priceless moments on camera....

Bailey realizing she gets candy at every door!!

Cheerleading costume $30

Decorative pumpkins for the yard $40

"Wicked" cool costume for mom $30

Taking 17 pictures and ending up with this as our "best" shot: Priceless.....

We think trick-or-treating will get better each year... We have no such hope regarding our photography skills.....Hope everyone had a Happy Halloween!!!